Wednesday, January 26, 2011

You May Say That I'm a Dreamer...

... Annnddddd, you would be right... I AM. But, as John Lennon would say "I'm not the only one,"... hopefully... But I'll tell you one thing... I am sick and tired of people's complacency and apathy. I don't understand their jaded detachment... and I don't want to! ...
No matter how many times I've been let down by people, disenchanted of my intrinsic subconscious fairy-tale fancies, or entangled in unrequited "love," I always seem to rebound like a buoyant, always-eager-for-love puppy. Sure, it may take me some time to heal, but I usually go right back to my persistent, anticipative ways... Sure, there have been times where I wished I had the capacity for sensitivity equal to that of a rock, but in retrospect, I'm glad God made me this way (needless to say He does everything for a reason, but this is one of those "things" that I'm starting to appreciate). Because, frankly, people who exhibit no opinions on the matter at hand and say things like "I don't care" or "whatever you want" or "sure [I'll hang out with you, but it really doesn't have anything to do with me enjoying your company, I'm just bored]" bore me to frustration... CARE... about SOMETHING... and, hey!, it's ok to express that sentiment even though you might be rejected; but you know what? You're going to face rejection more than once in your life so you might want to become acquainted with it; it's really not that bad... despite wide-held beliefs that it kills you.. IT DOESN'T. And you know what else? (if you have any ounce of insight into word play, you'll know what's coming next)
                            
   N-n-now that that don't kill me can only make me stronger...
Kanye said it, not me.
And don't we all want to be JUST LIKE HIM??..... but that is a good saying.

2 comments:

  1. i feel like you just totally bashed me

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  2. hahahaha... oooo... well.. if it makes you feel any better, you didn't come to my mind at all when I was writing this..? hahah besides katie.. you LOVE ME with a passion and that's all that REALLY MATTERS.. hahah

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